Asian Playboybunny. "HAPPINESS IS NOT A WHEN OR A WHERE; IT CAN BE A HERE AND A NOW." ~ Fun (pleasure) is what we experience during an act; happiness is what we experience after an act. It is a deeper,more abiding emotion.

ROCKSTAR WITH PLAYBOY BUNNY.....

Having it all ): There is a natural alliance between the creation of wealth and the cultivation of character. Economic success is built on moral foundations - on the rule of law, faith, discipline, contracts, savings, integrity, a work ethic. Sound families that elevate these beliefs are the source of much of our culture's strength and future. (Jack Kemp)

I confess that I was once like the young man who equated security with money and money with success. I was able to help him see where his perspectives was off because life had taught me that true contentment and total success come from the things money can't buy. Don't misunderstand, I like the things money can buy, and I'll bet you do, too. I like nice clothes, a beautiful residence, big, comfortable cars, relaxing vacations, membership in a nice country club, and so on. However, I love the things money won't buy. It will buy me a house, but not a home; a bed, but not a good night's sleep; pleasure, but not happiness; a good time, but not peace of mind; and a companian, but not a friend. )=

Nudity as an open air ART !

This picture is taken by Pau Tang.

I find these inside the internet......Actually I prefer smaller boobs than augmented ones, you don't have to be so sexy to accomplish your goals in life. It is very dangerous out there in public these days, don't show much, cover yourselves well !

Nice boobs !

When I was pregnant with my second son, I wanted to take a photo of me with a big bulging belly. I made a call to a certain photographer who asked me to strip to be sexy for my whole life photo for rememberance. I knew my mother will never adhere to it and I had to quickly say NO, later I took a better photograph of myself being pregnant at a local shop nearby just outside at a very cheap affordable price with my clothes on fully dressed. I was GLAD.

 I would NEVER be photographed like this, my former husband would killed me, but I was glad that at that time I had made the right possible choice.....

This was how I looked like with my second child inside my belly in the year 2002, baby Edward Tan came in October 24th and he is TEN years old by now, the year now 2012....

I find this SEXY and interesting as food drives most people mad when they're hungry. As in Kechara Soup Kitchen's logo on my brother's Tee, "HUNGER KNOWS NO BARRIER".

APPARENTLY ALL THAT IS CAPABLE TO DO IS EAT. NOTHING MORE HUH ? Food is for the soul....... Enjoy your food and don't worry about a bulging belly or a Muffin Top. This is what Chinese called "FOOK". Actually, the characters when written out means Crisis and then comes Opportunities..... I called this picture "CHOY". Eat more to harness your living and live to enjoy to eat. HUNGER KNOWS NO BARRIER.

The Lord's Prayer :
Father, Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy kingdom come,
Give us each day our daily bread,
Forgive us our sins,
For we also forgive everyone else who sins against us,
And lead us not into Temptations......

Luke 11:2-4

CONFABULATE ~"chat" on the Price for FREEDOM......)=

A 'casual talk' - Confabulate ( chat ) on the price we ALL pay for "FREEDOM". The price that I pay for my freedom of coming home after 12 years of marriage - tears, pain, grief, anxiety, later HAPPINESS..... I paid the price for my freedom. Freedom of speech, freedom of hands, freedom of CHOICE that is the most important and Freedom to roam...I chose to give my hands to my mother and my father who pay for my bills and out of respect I  served them with love and care.

My husband did not show any compassion nor shown any love or care for me and he would not pick up the phone for 2 years and I had not seen his face for 2 years now. We hardly talk and there is NO means of communication. I think I had disconnected myself from him and he seem no ends to come to meet me or greet me or take me home. So I'm staying in with my family...

This is the price I pay for my freedom to come home...... I lost my children and I lost my broken down home of a house with my husband. I lost my spouse. Though I did not regret it. There is no time for regret. Time has changed. We must all moved on with our lives. Our lives are at stake and we must proceed to move on and update it with our most utmost tender loving care, the ultimate joy and fun and freedom of choice. I choose to stay. The house here is comfortable enough for me and for my soul. Over there is utter tears and sorrow, discontentment. So uncomfortable, no place to cry no room to shed my tears and hide my sorrow. Right now, I am at peace with the world and with my Lord...